I haven't had that much fun for awhile and I don't know when I can afford something like this in the future. Fishing is not my thing but sure was a good experience. A chip on my shoulder is kinda less visible for now but by the time school started I don't know what's going to happen. There has been a little gap between my bff and I ever since I welcome some weirdos in my life. I have moved on six months ago for I realize this is the path I want to take. I also respect the decision that people made for themselves. Some1 once told me " you can not solve all problems", so I might as well face them and select alternative solutions.  My perspectives have been progressively changing over the past few years but what the heck, is just a part of growing up and growing old. If I can go back in time I would go back to the Airport 17 yrs ago just to give someone a BIG hug. And if i could go back in time I 'd like to be more sensitive to my own feelings rather tried to hide it most of the time.  Perhaps is  still not  too late but  I  m  running  out  of  .... faith...in 人 .. Ready to go back to work.. 

Last week was kinda special week for me. I 've learn something unexpected. I am a regular customer at Long John Silver and I love lobster bit combo. even the cashier would know before I order. On Tuesday there was a lady in front of me. She turned to me and speak some language that has "phillipino" so I assumre she asked whether I am a philline..so I said no.. Finally I realized the cashier didn't know what to do with her becuase she said she hungry and needed food. As the cashier tried to ask the manager to handle with her situation, and the lady get her water, another cashier asked me whether I still want my lobster bite combo..so I said yes..I didn't why I told the cashier just give her what that old lady wants I 'll pay for it. The cashier turned and asked her she said she wanted a piece. Yeah, it costed me S1.19. it took awhile for her to realized I paid her meal . I didn't wanted her to know but the cashier told her anyway.  She was trying to be friendly and asked to seat at the same table with me ..I said yes but I needed to work. I had 1 day to turn in my grades ... she decided to leave me alone..in the end she came I give me her phone number and ask if I would call her?  I don't remember whether I asked her why? but I remember she said " call me because I need a friend.."
I still think about that old poor phillipino lady.. I wonder who,what and where  would I  be in the next  20 yrs+?
Everyday I have to deal bunch of crazy kids.. I pity them.. because they haven't found themselves.. I love them because they haven't discovered themselves..how ironic!..
I been busy with Phuc at home.. he is a good kid .. it 's really hard to me go any where late because he would call.
Choir practice was okay.. I missed missyChocholet.. We went to see "forbidden Kingdom.. I am surprised K. drove all the way back from D- town to join us.
Saturday was a very good day..Mass and Concert was quite an experience.. maybe next year TN choir can join and perform..